Wednesday, May 2, 2012
why must you call me? ='(
mr ng uh mr ng... you need to call me to tell me guoyuan is drunk meh?
sighs. you know the different mixed feelings in me when i picked up that call?
it's been 7 months leh since you last called leh, must torture me like that or not?
to even evoke what little feelings i have from last time.
fug. i should just stay single for good. whats the point of being status-ly available but emotionally unstable/unavailable?!
yes i like guoyuan.
but i haven't or might never like him as much as i loved you. that point i'm pretty sure for now.
which is why i rejected guoyuan...
but we're still in some grey area zone.
i think guoyuan's gonna give up soon anyways. and just enjoy each other's company.
don't know when i'll be 100% emotionally available again...
okay sleep. i'm just thinking too much.
SLEEP.
mr ng uh mr ng... you need to call me to tell me guoyuan is drunk meh?
sighs. you know the different mixed feelings in me when i picked up that call?
it's been 7 months leh since you last called leh, must torture me like that or not?
to even evoke what little feelings i have from last time.
fug. i should just stay single for good. whats the point of being status-ly available but emotionally unstable/unavailable?!
yes i like guoyuan.
but i haven't or might never like him as much as i loved you. that point i'm pretty sure for now.
which is why i rejected guoyuan...
but we're still in some grey area zone.
i think guoyuan's gonna give up soon anyways. and just enjoy each other's company.
don't know when i'll be 100% emotionally available again...
okay sleep. i'm just thinking too much.
SLEEP.
spin me silly, 3:06 AM.
